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Sunday, December 2, 2007

2 Guys, 1 Heart, No Chance

Ok so I like these two guys. Let's call one Astroboy, and the other one Iceman. There's a problem though: Astroboy likes another girl and Iceman is well...he's my best friend. I know it's crazy. Plus, Astroboy and Iceman are really good friends. I've liked Astroboy since last year and he knows I still do. But we still fool around like normal friends and we hang out together every lunch in school. And he kinda hurt my feelings during our Semi Formal.
Basically he only asked me to the dance because the girl he asked can't come. And something about the way I feel about him is the same as the way he feels about the girl. And I was so happy during the dance too. He was my first slow dance ( I know, corny but whatever.). So when I found out about it, I was so angry. He never really realized that he hurt my feelings cuz he's pretty stupid like that.
so whenever I recall that incident, I get all pissed and angry and I sometimes can't help but cry. But whenever I see him, everything goes away, as if I never felt any pain or anger towards him. It's weird.

And then, there's Iceman. My best friend. He knows more stuff about me than my own mother. We're really close that a lot of people think that we're going out. And whenever he hears the question "are you guys going out?", he freaks out and goes "uuuugh hell no! What the fuck? She's like my best friend! What is wrong with you people?"
I know I shouldn't be hoping and all, but like I have these little feelings from time to time whenever he does something sweet to me. Like that day he waited for my New York meeting to end. The schoo bell rings at 2:46 pm. My meeting started at 3 pm. It ended at 4:20 pm. I told him that if my meeting takes too long, he can leave me. But when I came out of the door, I saw him sitting on the floor, looking really tired. I'm just like "awwwww!! He actually waited for me..."
***well not really. He was also waiting for his other friend***
But yeah, we don't have a chance. Not at all. I just wish that there's like a way to take away all the feelings I have towards both guys.
Damn, highschool is a bitch sometimes.

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